newbie in the US. like heavy gears(such as sling, operation table/bed, leather, rubber, sleeping bag，x-cross, cage , and so on) . Is anybody slim or average here with gears can use me？ I am interests in bondage, suspension or any other situation can make me helpless and then be edging play, ass play, electro, and eager to find a Mr right to explore more. Also wanna try FF. however, I do not like be a dog. Also I think the pain should be bear step by step.
no blood/smelly/piss, and of course safe sex only